I'm a complainer. I get that. It's unfortunate for those who take the time to read this that all I ever do is complain though. Whatever. It's not like I actually get to complain in real life so this is how it goes.
Sooooo it seems like this year at K-State is gonna suck balls. I feel so disconnected from the other housing grads that it's a little scary. I really don't know what the next year is gonna be like. Kelly and Craig and Nikki moved away, and I felt like that was the group of people that I could really call whenever to do whatever. I felt like for the most part they shared my same interests and stuff. But the group that's still around is SO different that I can't see myself having any fun with them next year. For example: I LOVE going out. It's just something I enjoy. I love being social and meeting up with friends at bars and dancing and drinking and having a good time. This past year we did a lot of that and it was great. However, the only people that are still around pretty much either don't or won't go out or don't drink. Now, I fully understand that you don't need to drink to have fun, but I'm not going to be the only person drinking when we go out. Because that's weird, and I'm pretty sure it's unhealthy. UGH! So I feel like this next year is going to be a lot of me sitting at home by myself not doing anything with anyone and wishing I was somewhere else.
My relationship with Brett has been getting better and better which is great. We've been getting closer and talking a lot, and I love spending as much time with him as I possibly can. The problem of course is that he's now living in Illinois and I'm still in Kansas. The drive isn't bad- just about 6-7 hours, so it's completely do-able. It's just sucky that I want to be with him physically and I can't because he's no longer just across campus. He's an entire state away.
**I started writing this 2 nights ago, and I'm kind of over it... for the moment anyway!
Friday, July 04, 2008
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